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Monday, April 27, 2009Y
you know i HATE you

I gripped my phone with trepidation. Fear overwhelmed me. The vibration revealed everything. The truth seized me like a scary monster, its hands are dirty, it is so huge I seemed so small and hopeless. There is nothing I can do(lest everyone else). My life is like a drama, with never-ending torture. Beneath the facade lies the untruthful and ugly side of humanity. I live in constant fear, anxiety, worry. I am afraid of the uncertainties.


No one will understand, no one should understand.
I trust nobody. I trust no one. I dont even trust myself.



I am scared, so scared.
I am very very scared.

I want to cry.

ends at 6:55 AM