My MSN personal message writes, "When is our sch going to shit down?"
Hello, that is my joke of the day, though there were pretty many jokes for today. I didnt know about the typo error until Hock Seng just let me know! Arghhh.. what a funny mistake. Actually, it's not difficult for the school to temporary close down. We just need to WAIT for only ONE person to get H1N1, haha. OK, I am seriously not trying to be mean and curse everyone that i pass to get H1N1. Hmm, but the best thing is to let us report to school later? So that i dont have to wake up that early everyday. I also dont have to feel so tired during almost every lesson! :x

OK, I failed my physics, terribly, got an S grade. I am so ashamed of myself for getting even the first 2 questions wrong. Basic questions! And i dont even know why I am wrong. SHUcks. Luckily, I passed my chemistry, but it wasnt very impressive to me. Sighh. Tomorrow we will be getting maths and I know it would not be any better than physics.

Why am i so screwed.

like a vice, it grips you
hard, fearful, intense, grimsome
its shadow overwhelms you like a monster
you try to run, but there is no end
there is no way out
you turn around and find nobody
blood surges and you find no control
you scream but there was no sound
the emptiness is compulsive
its a terrible ending,
no, there is no ending.
no ending
no wings for escapism
only a corner to bottle your tears.
you sit down and and look around you
it gets blurry
you have no idea
you are flying nowhere

Im like addicted to bejewled blitz on facebook! But it is under maintanence today so i feel empty now :( HAHA. I broke my record to get 115Kyesterday! Felt terribly joyful, but the games after which got boring.

It's the 3rd week of the holidays(already!) and I feel like I havent done anything purposeful. sigh. What's wrong with me. :(

EEEWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW BUGGGGGGSSSSS!!!!
I HATE BUGS!! they invaded my house because it is lighted! They're little tiny black dots against the white tiles and the look intimidating. :o
SHOO BUGS SHOOOOO.

Honestly, I have not really done anything efficient in studies. There is so much i need to do. OK.
I have to stop slacking and get to revision.
I have to stop slacking and get to revision.
I have to stop slacking and get to revision.
I have to stop slacking and get to revision.
I have to stop slacking and get to revision.
I have to say this AS IF IT WILL WORK. I doubt it will actually. Let me sum up what I have done this week:
1. read newsweek and newspapers
2. read Anthony Horowitz(!) graphic novel
3. studied lasers and semiconductors notes
4. studied group 2, 7 elements
5. studied international trade notes
Hmm.. see, I have done practically nothing except for reading. I attempted to do the econs tutorial but got stuck and never complete it since then. AH I SUCK. :( sigh.. OK, what i need to get done with by this week: econs tutorial, gp clip reviews, chemistry tutorials
AT LEAST. At the very least I have to get these done. I realised the importance of goals. It helps you to move forward and minimizes procrastination. HAHA.



sisters forever! :DDD

My blog is often forgotten by me. Blogging usually comes to my mind when im studying or doing something important, like project work, and it acts as a distraction; a temporary escape from 'stress'. Now that I realised I do have a blog and is almost abandoned, I'm back to revive it. This is me. SIGHHHH. You know, I used to play neopets. I had a lovely pet that looks like a dog and wears red. I used to play it everyday. But soon after it was left there 'dying' because I couldnt be bothered to feed to it once in a blue moon(lest everyday!). Then I played some aquarium and pet applications on facebook. I think my fishes and panda(I adopted a panda because I looked like one) are dying too. SIGHH. Why do I abandon things so easily? Is everyone like that, or is it just me?

Ok. It's holidays again and... THE GREAT SINGAPORE SALE. Right now, I havnt found any crazy and exciting sale going on, but there sure are more late-night shopping events around. Not that i do late-night shopping, but then, shopping just wakes me up. Not that i shop and buy, but just looking gives me pleasure. LOL. So this links me to MONEY. I'm really quite broke. Because time has to be spent on studying(not all the time), I will have to sacrifice work and that is alot of money! However, due to the pennilessness state I am in now, I made up my mind to sacrifice tomorrow for a day of work at the office! HEEHEE, happy, I've got some more money! :D Opportunity cost: some computer time.

I totally wasted today. I was so bored in the afternoon I started texting my sis while she was at work. I guessed she was bored too because she replied every stupid message that i sent. HAHAHA. OK, then we met at facebook to chat. AND THAT WAS WHERE I FELL. shitttttttt... after chatting with her i spent the whole afternoon playing facebook, practically all those stupid things that you do on the internet. I mean really stupid, because I wasnt playing games but doing stupid and brainless quizzes! And bored to the extent of making my own quiz. I know I am a little late on that but that kind of thing was never on my pending list. But anyway, what I do is usually very random.

Enough of crap, I am off to sleep? (maybe not. haha)