My results failed me, I failed the results.
Either way, I failed.
MATHS.
WHY?
getting prelim results was anything last on my mind today, until when I walked towards to classroom with my friends. I felt fear and anxiety because I was scared of the unexpected. And as usual, it came true again. I thought my essay wasnt too bad. I liked it, but it turned out horrendous. I didnt have analysis good enough? Chemistry was disappointing because of the wrong question that i chose- a learning point which I had already gotten over. Physics was a little uplifting because I passed and hit my targeted grade. I dont feel anything for economics score. I dont really care about it. BUT MATHS. I did not want to fail myself again so I worked hard. I attempted every question and I thought i was correct. But I FAILED. :( I need BLIM again. I think I am not someone who cannot hit the A and B grade. But now it seems like everything is clear. With the consistently low grades, my maths cannot be guarenteed.
Until I find a solution to improve Maths, I will feel depressed and demoralised.
But I will get over it. Soon.